aj

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 13:17:04 GMT

JP!

DAVEY!

Fri, 07 May 2004 20:10:23 GMT

Introverted (I) 54.55% Extroverted (E) 45.45%
Realistic (S) 54.55% Imaginative (N) 45.45%
Intellectual (T) 60.98% Emotional (F) 39.02%
Easygoing (P) 52.5% Organized (J) 47.5%

Your type is: ISTP

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Thu, 29 Apr 2004 01:29:34 GMT

mm mm bitch!

70 years ago old men were born. THATS food for thought.

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 14:02:19 GMT

saturday. its suicide.

..or somethin like that..

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 00:58:40 GMT

...making scrollers on the side of your friends page smaller since 1985...

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 02:01:50 GMT

in chronological order...

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 23:29:10 GMT

You'd think that my first update in months would have a point.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 05:46:07 GMT

Your lipstick
his collar
don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 18:00:34 GMT

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 18:59:12 GMT

sigh

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 03:31:27 GMT

guess who's updating their journal! me!

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 02:50:20 GMT

1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? aj
(2) Are you happy with it? should be, i made it up...
(3) Are you named after anyone? no
(4) Are you a prostitute? no, but i DO need a job...
(5) Your screenname: mad x caddie
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? never
(7) Then what would you name your children? thrice or thursday. i dont want them to have a normal name
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? i dont know...depends what i could make up
(9) If you could switch names with a friend: kwadwo. just to fuck with people.
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? i confuse people with capitaliztion/punctuation
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? first name isnt cool enough. at all.
(12) Your gender: male
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight. but i wish i dressed like a gay guy :(
(14) Single? against my will
(15) Want to be? see prior answer
(16) Your birthdate: 11/15/85
(17) Your age: 18. yay.
(18) Age you act: sometimes 5...sometimes 18...
(19) Age you wish you were: 18 forever!
(20) Your height: 6’1 or 2
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it?havent given it much thought actually
(23) The color of your hair: black
(24) Happy with it? yea, but i might fuck with it soon
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right power
(26) Your living arrangement? at home.
(27) Your family: is annoying
(28) Have any pets? kimmiiiiiieeeeeee
(29) What's your job: executive coolness director for the world.
(30) Piercings? no
(31) Tattoos? negative
(32) Obsessions? thrice...coke...
(33) Addictions? coke
(35) Do you speak another language? body language?
(36) Have a favourite quote? just song lyrics
(37) Do you have a webpage? no
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment? no, im too lazy
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? tolerant? yea. not always accepting though
(40) Do you have any secrets? from who?
(41) Do you hate yourself? no
(42) Do you like your handwriting? i get by
(43) Do you have any bad habits? my life is made of bad habits actually
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? nice shirt. you should be GQ’s man of the year
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? dontcomeseethiscrappymovieaboutanarrogantasshole
(46) What's your biggest fear? creepy crawlies ::shudders:: getting shot in the back
(47) Can you sing? move over streisand
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? the only person cooler than me is enrique iglesias
(49) Are you a loner? pretty much, yea
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? uh...how can you have more than 1 number priority?
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? doubt it
(52) Are you a daredevil? depends
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? hate? maybe dislike...fear? nah
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? passive
(55) Have you got a journal? yea. 2.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength? keeping everything inside weakness? keeping everything inside
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? skin
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. and?
(59) How do you vent? i dont. healthy, isnt it?
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? i can hold a lot. i guess thats one form of strength
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? maybe at the moment, but in hindsight i dont regret a thing
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? overall? its been interesting i suppose.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? dont trust anyone
(64) What do you like the most about your body? my fattie
(65) And least? skin, chicken legs
(66) Do you think you are good looking? irresistably
(67) Are you confident? arrogant
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? a mix between the Fonze, Hamlet and Chandler (not a fun mix)
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? every day
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DO YOU...
- - - - -
(71) Smoke? not at all
(72) Do drugs? not at all
(73) Read the newspaper? school paper...comics...
(74) Pray? yea, when i eat
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers: when im sarcastic
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no
(78) Take walks in the rain? when i have to. i hate rain.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? no, but i have before.
(80) Drive? badly
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice? no but ive been told its sexy on the phone
(83) Hurt yourself? no
(84) Been out of the country? born in argentina
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yea def
(88) Been in love? yes..twice.
(89) Done drugs? yeah
(90) Gone skinny dipping? yea
(91) Had a medical emergency? no
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? no
(94) Played strip poker? no
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? not in a real fight, no
(97) Been picked on? no
(98) Been on stage? some of my best memories
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no
(100) Slept outdoors? yea, dana’s house. really good times.
(101) Thought about suicide? never
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? once
(103) If yes, what is your record? i dont know...all night?
(104) Gone one day without food? no. god no.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? yessir
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? yea
(107) Slept all day? on and off
(108) Killed someone? sometimes id like to
(109) Made out with a stranger? not exactly
(110) Had sex with a stranger? nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy? lotsa times
(112) Kissed the same sex? no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(114) Been betrayed? every day
(115) Had a dream that came true? one
(116) Broken the law? indeed.
(117) Met a famous person? vmas, tons and ton of fun
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? never
(146) Stolen anything? all the time
(147) Been on radio/tv? when i was little
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? not a badass one
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? never
(150) Considered religious vocation? never
(152) Bungee jumped? dont care for death very much
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? dont ask
CLOTHES
(154) Shoe brand? converse i guess. vans...
(155) Brand of clothing? H&M, band clothes
(156) Cologne/perfume? natural musk haha
(157) What are you normally earing to school/work? band shirt, collared shirt, tight pants, converse...
(158) How about parties? not cool enough to get invited
(159) Wear hats? not anymore
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? judge their lifestyle maybe, not them though
(161) Wear make-up? no
(163) Favourite article of clothing? new pants
(164) Are you trendy? i hope not
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? not unless i designed it haha
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BELIEFS
- - - - -
(166) Believe in life on other planets? maybe, somewhere besides earth though
(167) Miracles? in some ways
(168) Astrology? no
(169) Magic? no
(170) God? yea
(171) Satan? not sure
(172) Santa? no haha
(173) Ghosts? spirits maybe
(174) Luck? nah, some other force...
(175) Love at first sight? no.
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? a little...i dont really hold any beliefs too strongly
(177) Witches? well they do exist...
(178) Easter bunny? no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? for me, yea. not possible for everyone though.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? i dont believe in rainbows
(181) Do you wish on stars? when im despret
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? mmmmm...sorta....
(183) Do you think God has a gender? male. look at the world...
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? i think they connect (if in fact, they both exist)
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? sort of...its not for e though
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? no idea.
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AMIGOS
- - - - -
(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? nope
(188) Who is your best friend? katy
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? katy
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? dont trust anyone
(191) Your favourite inside joke? i dont know
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? nothing i guess
(193) Who's your longest known friend? havent known anyone more than a few years so.
(194) Newest? thats a laugh.
(195) Shyest? oria
(196) Funniest? dont know
(197) Sweetest? nobody
(198) Closest? kwadwo i guess.
(199) Weirdest? ........
(200) Smartest? jkwadwo
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? brendan :(
(203) Last person you talked to online? katy
(204) Who do you talk to most online? katy
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? katy
(206) Who do you trust most? kwadwo, katy
(207) Who listens to your problems? i dont talk about them
(208) Who do you fight most with? my mom haha
(209) Who's the nicest? i dont have nice friends.
(210) Who's the most outgoing? does jp count?
(211) Who's the best singer? brendan
(212) Who's on your shit-list? lots of people who might read this
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? im not gay. and i have no girl friends.
(214) Who's your second family? dont have one
(215) Do you always feel understood? hahahahha
(217) Do you trust others easily? never
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: -
(220) Do your friends know you? not really
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: omit
- - - - -
LOVE, and all that
- - - - -
(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? not when its my survey
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? for some people haha
(226) What do you find romantic? lotsa stuff. nature.
(227) Turn-on? nothing in particular
(228) Turn-off? grimy hair, ugly outfit
(229) First kiss? some girl, dont remember her name
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? egotistical
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? knowing them
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i guess? who cares?
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? explain how thats possble...
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? some of em
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? girls are nicer.
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? girls are nicer.
(245) Do you read porn? no
(246) Read the articles? playboy is actually a good magazine, i dont care what anyone says
(247) Just the pics? boring
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? couponnnsss and Monk E.
(257) Are you in love? yea
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? BEAUTIFUL
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? wipe the mirror to see myself better haha
- - - - -
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
- - - - -
(279) That haunted you? ?
(280) You wanted to kill? lots
(281) That you laughed at? chupes hahahahah
(282) That laughed at you? i dont know. but i probably enjoyed it
(283) That turned you on? cmon now....
(284) You went shopping with? katy and julie
(285) That broke your heart? myself
(286) To disappoint you? no comment
(287) To ask you out? ms stanek
(288) To make you cry? no idea...
(289) To brighten up your day? kwadwo
(290) That you thought about? seth from the OC. nomo.
(291) You saw a movie with? katy
(292) You talked to on the phone? katy
(294) You saw? mom
(295) You lost? too many to list.
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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
- - - - -
(337) Are you going out? no
(338) Will it be with your significant other? no
(339) Or some random person? no
(340) What are you wearing right now? black op ivy shirt, long sleeve H&M black buttondown shirt, es blck track jacket, black boxers, black H&M pants with pinstripes and all black cons
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: nothing.
(342) What are you worried about right now? college. Marissa on the OC
(343) What book are you reading? Modern Recording Techniques
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: lonely, frustrated, friendless, pissed...great :)
(346) Are you bored? no
(347) Are you tired? no
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? no
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
(350) Are you lonely or content? lonely
(351) Are you listening to music? no.

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 02:29:42 GMT

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Thu, 20 Nov 2003 03:57:56 GMT

I ____ Aj
Aj is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Aj, I would _______.
I think Aj should _____.
Aj needs ______.
I want to ____________ Aj.
Aj reminds me of _______.
Without Aj _______.
Memories of Aj are ________.
Aj can be __________.
Worst thing about Aj is _________.
Best thing about Aj is _________.
I am ________ with Aj

Im blantantly masochistic. Gimme me whatcha got fo' a po'kchop.

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 04:00:22 GMT

i am fucking done with applications. thank god. if anybody else is overcome wth joy because theyre done with apps, please comment.

i have run out of time. this post is to be continued....

(yea i know nobody reads it but shit, i can make believe)

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 04:03:00 GMT

hmmm, well birthday was yesterday, that was awesome. had a GREAT birthday cause of tums :) i love you! we just went to the mall and she got some aawweesome clothes and me and jp got some clothes and stuff. then hung out with katy and pete and played pool and went to wendys and brought wendys to julie...today...went to walters which was AWESOME, went to guitar center, which was AWESOME then came home with tummy which was the AWESOMEST.

.....hopefully ill be done with apps by tuesday and ill have my new computer...WOOHOO!

i love you tums! thanks for making it the best 18th birthday ever!

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 02:51:17 GMT

Im leaving northshot so that oria can stay in it cause hes a fucking great drummer.
Him, brendan and matt have some serious talent between them.
Hopefully they can get mick or carmine to play for them cause then theyd be fuckin amazing. Anyway, just wanted to let people know that NS wont be losing their drummer, but gaining an actual bassist.

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 00:16:03 GMT

ive decided that i should start writing in this every day. just cause its good to write on a regular basis. even if its babbling.

been staying home a lot. being alone all the time actually isnt so bad. i like having hours and hours to sit and think to myself about nothing. or something important if that should come up. going out is overrated haha.

went yesterday to help brendans uncle move. he was a cool guy. brendan, youre my boy. no doubt man. we got to go bowling which was ok until the second game hahahha. that blue guy fucked us over so bad. we both got like a 63. bullshit. it was good for me though, thanks a lot man. and youll always be homestar to me haha.
...then i came home and did nothing all night.

today katy came over. started out great ;) then we went out to burrito. didnt eat much of my food. sucks cause i wasted 15 bucks :( then drove her home and came back here. now im doing what im good at. nothing.

i just wanna play music and go bowling. eat wendys and watch homestar.
the only difference is now i wanna do it all alone.

Thu, 25 Sep 2003 01:14:39 GMT

havent updated in a while. not much going on but a lot is goin on at the same time. wierd.
school is goin pretty good, maybe cause its easy. dont wanna deal with all this college shit anymore though. too much pressure. well i guess thats it, hope youre happy brendan. this is what you get for winning haha.

Mon, 04 Aug 2003 01:31:17 GMT

havent updated in a while...
-new thrice is the shit.
-period.
-brendan we need to hang out like tomorrow, you mah boy. hope everything is better now.
-natalie, you keep going away!!! at least go with katy so me and brendan can grieve together haha. also im obsessed with your ipod.
-oria, call me when you wanna go pick up that set, cant wait to hear you play on it. you mah boy too haha.
-eri, im gonna miss anthony :( anyway, you, brendan, katy and i need to go bowling. ASAP
-laura happy birthday!! you kicked your moms ASS. huuuuuuuuge props. im really really proud of you. really. but we need to go into business together...heheh...
-jp you probably dont read this but happy birthday. were not goin to seattle. we ARE going to warped. hope you like your wristband haha. when i get money youll get a real present, dont sweat it.
-katy!!! sweet ums!!! my baby!!! i love you more than anything and im here aaaaaalllllllll night to talk to you and nothing is gonna happen and youre gonna be ok. tomorrow well be together aaaaaalllllll day, i cant wait!!!! :) i love you so much....were comin up on a year and i cant believe its been that long. it feels like a day and a lifetime at the same time. i think you know what i mean. you make make happier than anythingn in the world and id go to the ends of it for you. i hope you know i love you and that i always will. i love you katy!!!

Mon, 23 Jun 2003 04:01:32 GMT

1. Full name: gonzalo 'aj' molina
2. Nicknames: uh...gonzo
3. Eyes: brown
4. Height: about 6'1
5. Siblings: my brother
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? no, not especially
8. Do u like to sing? if i could id love to sing
9. Birthday: november 15
10. Sign: scorpio
11. Address: parents house
12. Sex: male
13. Righty or Lefty: 'righty'
14. What do you want in a relationship most? everything i have in katy
15. Have you ever cheated? not even close
16. Marital status: very happily taken
17. Do you have a car? i want that damn miata...
18. What kinda car(s): i dont have anything. shit.
FAVOURITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie: Lord of the Rings, half baked, office space...
20. Song: hmm...see you in the shallows, total immortal, i dont know...local stuff
22. TV Show: seinfeld is number one. then friends, everybody loves raymond, comedy central presents and snl
23. Actor: doesnt matter
24. Actress: doesnt matter
25. Food: wendys. #3-triple cheeseburger, biggie fries, biggie coke
number: 14 of course
27. Anime: uh...nothing?
28. Disney Character: goofy is pretty cool...
29. Colour: an actual color? red.
LOVE LIFE ETC:
30. Do you plan on having kids? kids? no. boys? def.
>>>what the hell happened to 31 and 32?
33. How old do you wanna be when you are married? when i can provide for a family. not any time before that.
34. Would you have kids before marriage: nope
35. Do u have a b/f or g/f: the best
37. Do you have a crush: on my girlfriend
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: music
39. Guys/Girls: girl.
40. Green/Blue: blue
41. Pink/Purple: pink
42. Summer/Winter: Summer
43. Night/Day: Night
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: hangin out
45. Dopey/Funny: oria/brendan? i dont know...
46. You know I'm around when you hear: clinking of chains and someone talking about how theyre the shit haha
47. What school do u go to? tuckahoe
49. What's a major turn on for you?: anything good
50. How far would you go on a first date?: i dont "date" never have, never will.
FRIENDS:
51. most blonde: brendan
52. nicest: brendan
53. funniest: me and kwadwo when were together
54. tallest: does jp count?
55. Best personality: pfft...me!
56. Which 6 people do you trust and are open with the most? katy and brendan...unfortunately i dont really trust anyone else...oh well. we all know why, right?
57. What do you think of soul mates? i think mine is great.
58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: never. ever. ever.
59. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about?: not feeling good enough
60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get: why girls are too emotional and guys are too scared to be too emotional
61. Why?: because its true and confusing
62. What's an object you can't live without?: my bass
63. Love or Lust: love
64. Silver or gold: silver
62. Diamond or pearl: diamonds
63. Sunset or sunrise: sunset
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? yup
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
66. Do you have any piercings? no
67. What colour underpants are you wearing right now: ska-plaid
68. what song are u listening to right now? bow flex commercial
69: Whats the last 4 digits of your phone home: 2343
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? dont really care as long as its hot
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: My girlfriend
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile/absence thereof
73. Favourite sport? uh...
74. What makes you happy? my girlfriend and my bad
75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get? new rufio cd and new thrice cd
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? contacts
77. What's the best advice given to you? do what you love and never work a day in your life
78. Have you ever won any special awards? for history
79. What are your future goals? to do something with my life...
80. Worst sickness u ever had?: i dont get sick. bitch.
81. do you like Funny or Scary movies better? funny
82. On the phone or in person? in person
83. Hugs or kisses? hugs are good but not those ass-out hugs
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? couldnt say
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? katy and jp
86. Do u have any enemies? i dont think so...i wouldnt invest my time in that.
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? rich
89. What time is it in Albania now? i dont even know where the fuck that shit is
90. Have you ever been in love? yea
91. Have you met santa? nah
93. When did you last talk to the person that you like? ten minutes ago?
94. Do u have any pets? kimmie
96. Last time you were depressed: i try not to be
97. Are you an alcoholic?: far from it, breh

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 02:42:12 GMT

we (northshot) dont know what song we should cover and we need your help to pick one. thats right...WE NEED YOUR HELP!!! so comment. please.

alkaline trio-continental
alkaline trio-all on black
whatever it takes-green light, yellow light, stop
hot water music-turnstile
hot water music-remedy
bigwig-smile
rufio-stop whining
autopilot off-miss the innocence
thrice-see you in the shallows
the movielife-single white female

comment away!! if your song gets picked we just might send it out to you at a show...like thats a prize or somethin hahah

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 00:26:36 GMT

im thinkin about getting new pants...the same pants...but new ones...maybe if i get enough comments ill actually do it muahhahaha!

Wed, 21 May 2003 00:08:01 GMT

ok i dont get it...why do people think its 'cool' to post anonymously?
youre too much of a coward to leave your name?? so not only are you too scared to say aynthing in person, on the phone or in an IM, but youre too scared to even leave a name on a fuckin website? youre a fuckin loser and youre pathetic. it amazes me that someone could keep posting anonymously for so long and still find it satisfying. its just sad...
and feel free to post on my journal. but please...whatever youre scared of? forget it, just leave a name. make it a bit more interesting.

Tue, 13 May 2003 02:11:14 GMT

im tired of it all i just want to feel complete
and im tired of the fighting, we all lose when we compete
it tires my body, and drains my fingers lyrically
and pretty soon you may find our names in the obituary

i dont want to kill the love because the possibilities are scary
and if im still your friend its gonna be considered barely
we need to stop being hostile, fake and apathetic
and with the death of a brother you will gain all the credit

nevermind our problems just look into the past
and tell me you didnt love it and tell me you never laughed
to fix the problems now lets use the lost as a lesson
let us insure the future by mending the present

what we have is too precious to let blow by with the wind
and in the loss of each other neither of us is gonna win
we cant tolerate each other cause were proud and egotistical
and the brothers others percieve is absolutely fictional

wow i dug that up out of nowhere. that shit is old school. it stuck out to me cause while the cause is obviously lost the sentiment is still the same. odd.

anyway, good weekend. real good. no practice which sucked but well probably make up for it this weekend. went to the funeral today, it was pretty damn sad. i never thought one person could have so many people at their funeral. there were like 500 people...thats amazing. two things i keep thinkin about though...if he hadnt killed himself nobody would remember him in a good way. theyd just call him that crazy kid who tried to kill his girlfriend...what does that say to you? and that i cant think of anyone else who would have so many people at their funeral caring and crying. i know i wouldnt. just some random thoughts there...
anyway i love my girlfriend very much and id just like everyone to know that if they didnt already. she treats me very well and im very happy with her. i only wished i could have someone like her for so long and now i have her...kinda crazy...anyway i love you katy, i hope you read this before you go to bed. sweet dreams :)